Wish I Knew

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What to do now.

That is the question.

Sit and ponder this thing called life.

It's had so many twists and turns.

Did I have a direction ?

Did I get lost along the corridors ?

I like walking by myself.

Thinking.

Taking in the sights.

Learning from my directional turns.

I'm always redoing in my mind.

Quiet. I am.

There was a time when I knew.

I had a plan.

Only it didn't work.

I got lost.

Growing up will do that.

Things did not go my way.

I adjusted to the facts.

I rethought my life.

It would be fine.

Time.

It passes.

I look in the mirror.

Who is that ?

Just an older.

A wiser.

Ask any question and she will know.

Only she doesn't.

So, I ask.

Knowing she doesn't know.

She'll tell me to figure it out.

What do I want ?

What do I need ?

I wish I knew.

 

~ JC ~