Wednesday, October 24, 2012

See It My Way

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Sit with me for a while.
See what I hear.
The reasons I think the way I do.
Always taking in the voices and views.
You'd have a great time.
Seeing thinks my way.
The world would open to you.
It's quiet but real.
The world that I hear.
~ JC ~

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Do Over

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I cannot move the thrown wasted time.
No one knows how to do that.
I can only rewind the materials left behind.
I always wish that I could go back.
Make the different path appear.
Only even if I knew what I do know,
 I wouldn't be able to feel the new one.
Only I'd be wiser, I think.
This time around.
If only, I had that chance.
~ JC ~

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Rainy Thoughts

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The thoughts I have are mixed.
Nothing seems the same.
Going forward is cloudy.
Rain pours from the blueless sky.
I look out the window and wonder.
Where did the dreams of my youth go ?
Did they blow away with the leaves ?
I sometimes remember who I was.
It hurts to do that.
I go on like I always have.
New dreams.
New life.
It's silly to think about the then.
The dreams I had that didn't happen.
The now that is.
Weather will do that.
Change and twirl.
Like my life and my past.
~ JC ~

Thursday, October 11, 2012


I'm in one of those moods.
The melt into the walls kind.
The don't leave home without a reason kind.
The wait til you have to kind.
The no need to go kind.
The heal your soul kind.

Oh, I do what needs to be done.
Nothing else.

Why ?

I think I'm in a mini break down.
More like a break away.
From the things that I have no control over.

If I don't need to do something, I won't.
I need reasons.
I need thoughts.
If the thoughts don't match the reasons,
the answer will be no.

Just the mood I'm in lately.

~ JC ~