i said no

yesterday was a bad day for me

i wrote about it on my other blog

today is better but i still have a massive ache

in my head and in my soul

i will never be the same again

that day that i almost died

they brought me back

not the same

i remember someone asking me

and i said no

i had to go back

i had cats to feed

another person who had been

in a coma

told someone the same thing

that they were asked

and she said no

and she came back

and she is brave

i am most days

but yesterday was bad

and today

i wish it were sunny

i do better when it's not wet

just wanted to say that