Wednesday, October 21, 2009

i said no




yesterday was a bad day for me
i wrote about it on my other blog
today is better but i still have a massive ache
in my head and in my soul
i will never be the same again
that day that i almost died
they brought me back
not the same
i remember someone asking me
and i said no
i had to go back
i had cats to feed
another person who had been
in a coma
told someone the same thing
that they were asked
and she said no
and she came back
and she is brave
i am most days
but yesterday was bad
and today
i wish it were sunny
i do better when it's not wet
just wanted to say that

3 comments:

Confucius Cat said...

I'm sorry you've been having a difficult time. Purrs and nosebumps. The love of we cats is worth sticking around for. xoxo.

Rosey Pollen said...

(((hugs)))) Your blog is wonderful!
I will be back!!!
Rosey

Purrfect Haven said...

.. this is just a little late.. I see from the dates, but wanted to send you a comment anyway.. to say how strong and wonderful (for all those here) that it was that you found you could say 'yes'. Take care of yourself. Love Helen, Darcy & Bingley

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