Happenings

~ ~ ~

It's been a while.

I know.

Life.

Keeps me busy.

I mean to get here.

Just haven't until today.

Lots of things going on.

People doing bad things.

Getting away with it.

Me, trying to warn others.

No one listened.

They thought I was being odd.

Nope, just telling the truth.

That's why no one tells others.

No one believes.

So, the person who did it,

gets away with it.

What can I say.

Just annoyed at people.

It's the reason I stay

kind of away

in my woods.

(I live in a homeowners association neighborhood.

The current board members are sort of 

like a group of dictators.

I volunteered last year.

Was treated terribly.

Decided I didn't want to put up with it.

This year, I wrote the neighborhood

a note telling them what happened.

No one believed me.

They got away with it.

That's why people don't tell

anyone what happens.)

What I learned ..

Never volunteer (at least not in my neighborhood)

Always believe in yourself

There really are bad people 

(I already knew that but still when you actually meet

one .. I'm still shocked)

I now will watch as they continue to do

what they want and see if any of the

goofs who live here

do anything about it.

I'm only one person

and without others listening

nothing will be done.

At least I tried.

Can walk away knowing that.

Confirms why I'm kind of loner

I watch from the woods

And, that is my talk to myself.

~ JC ~

What Is That

The sun has decided to visit.

How that just makes the day.

I live in the woods.

Dark in the Winter.

Wet from the rain.

Green from the trees and moss.

Yes, I said moss.

Down my driveway and into the woods.

I love it here. Most times.

Only when it's yucky wet and dark, nope.

So, today with yellow stuff visiting,

it makes me think,

that Spring might come back.

It is amazing here

in the Spring and Summer.

Most of the early Fall days too.

It's just the green slimy walkways

that make an old lady trip

and the lawn that looks terrible

due to moss and the feet

that sink into it

if you don't look where 

you are walking.

Like I said, the sun is out.

Brings me hope.

I still won't be going out

there though but soon.

Mew At You Later,

JC

Just Life

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Been a while since I've been here.

Lots went on.

Spring and Summer.

Warm.

My dog was worn out.

She died.

Very very sad times.

Most of that time was spent

helping her in the last days.

Next we recovered.

It took a mental toll

on everyone.

Not the cats but the humans

and my other dog.

We did decide to adopt.

A new puppy has 

kept me hopping.

Literally.

I'm almost sleeping

through the nights.

We're at that stage

of the new fur ball

in the house.

The normal that will be

is almost here.

The cats don't really care.

Not after that first week

where they were

what did Mom do 

this time.

Now, it's just oh

it's the short dog.

The Winter blahs

have arrived.

Rain, cold, snow, ice

and wind.

I do so enjoy the

warmer months.

I always have.

I always will.

That's the latest.

No big deals .. really.

Just life.

As it goes

over here.

~ JC ~

Sad

~ ~ ~

The past came to call.

Memories long past.

Some good.

Some not so much.

I had a decision to make.

Go or stay.

I went.

Very sad.

Hard to see.

I would never have wished this for them.

Ever.

Too much hurt along the way.

On their side.

Me, I just put up with it.

Until, I did not.

Been years.

Haven't seen or talked to them.

Very odd.

Didn't know if I wanted to go.

Didn't think I'd ever see them again.

Seems that I won't talk to them again.

Thought a lot.

Very odd.

What a shame that their life

ended up this way.

Could have been so different.

Didn't need to be this way.

Very sad.

I did cry when I saw them.

Now, I am just sad for them.

What a waste.

What could have been.

~ JC ~

( my older sister tried to commit suicide.

She is now in a coma.

I haven't talked to her in four years.

I haven't seen her in seven.

We were never friends.

She was just my older sister.

Not friendly.

There are moments though.

Few but there.

What a shame that she ended up this way.

She didn't call me.

She didn't think of me.

That's just like her.

Sad.

That's all I feel.

So sad that she ended up this way.)

Nice May Day

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Yesterday, was a nice day.

Warm and not too windy.

Just right actually.

Later in the afternoon, it got a bit hot.

Off to the shade, I would go.

Did a bit of work in the yard.

Those weeds are terrible.

Everywhere they are.

I think it's the wind blowing them in

from someone else's yard.

Oh well, at least there is a nice view.

Was thinking that May was a good month.

Very relaxing, which I need.

I like pretending.

I like it very much.

~ JC ~

(I know it's June now but what a nice month May was)