Sad

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The past came to call.

Memories long past.

Some good.

Some not so much.

I had a decision to make.

Go or stay.

I went.

Very sad.

Hard to see.

I would never have wished this for them.

Ever.

Too much hurt along the way.

On their side.

Me, I just put up with it.

Until, I did not.

Been years.

Haven't seen or talked to them.

Very odd.

Didn't know if I wanted to go.

Didn't think I'd ever see them again.

Seems that I won't talk to them again.

Thought a lot.

Very odd.

What a shame that their life

ended up this way.

Could have been so different.

Didn't need to be this way.

Very sad.

I did cry when I saw them.

Now, I am just sad for them.

What a waste.

What could have been.

~ JC ~

( my older sister tried to commit suicide.

She is now in a coma.

I haven't talked to her in four years.

I haven't seen her in seven.

We were never friends.

She was just my older sister.

Not friendly.

There are moments though.

Few but there.

What a shame that she ended up this way.

She didn't call me.

She didn't think of me.

That's just like her.

Sad.

That's all I feel.

So sad that she ended up this way.)