Nothing

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Nothing is going right.

The wind, rain and just every thing.

I am still melting.

I am trying so hard.

My world is swirling and not like chocolate

 and vanilla soft ice cream.

Not the perfect blend of both.

Just trouble in the making.

Sit at home and think mode.

Cry a bit mode.

Yell at the universe mode.

Yuck mode.

I'd like to say that I'm mad but I'm not.

I'm worn out.

I was taking all of this so well.

Ok, not really but I sure was trying.

I'm worn out.

I just am.

Nothing, nothing is going my way.

Nothing.

I'm tired.

I'm worn out.

I know I already said that.

I had plans.

I wanted to do something.

Now, I can't.

And, it's raining still, again.

At least I have cats to pet.

~ JC ~