Thinking

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I have been thinking.

In the Spring, I'm able to be outside more.

The colors of nature have arrived.

I like this time of year.

Even in the confusion of my life,

if I can figure things out,

I have a joy to each day.

One part of my time

is very happy.

Can't complain about any of it.

The other part, is terrible.

I don't like to dwell

on that too much.

Only when it reminds me.

Each day I make a list.

What am I going to try to do.

I make the best of what happens.

Don't we all ?

I've had a lot happen.

Mentally it does get to me.

I'm not close to perfect.

Not at all.

Only I do win the prize,

if there is one, for trying.

I keep on going no matter what.

That's got to count for something.

Just saying ~

~ JC ~