Thoughts

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The uproar of the moment 

that took so long.

Lingering.

Always in the back of your mind.

Who's thoughts are you thinking.

It doesn't seem to be real.

I want yesterday back.

Or was it so long ago

that I can't recall

when it was fine

to be me.

I want those back.

The days of when I laughed.

I don't do that much.

I want what I dreamed of,

The realness of being me.

JC ~