Colors of Saturday

The colors of the trees

Across the inlet
From my yard
I liked the way the
Clouds echoed

before the rain started

This last weekend, I was able to take a few photos.

We'd gone to our beach place

I get to relax there

The sun was out

One last time I'm thinking

Before the Rain started

Here is what I was seeing

i said no

yesterday was a bad day for me

i wrote about it on my other blog

today is better but i still have a massive ache

in my head and in my soul

i will never be the same again

that day that i almost died

they brought me back

not the same

i remember someone asking me

and i said no

i had to go back

i had cats to feed

another person who had been

in a coma

told someone the same thing

that they were asked

and she said no

and she came back

and she is brave

i am most days

but yesterday was bad

and today

i wish it were sunny

i do better when it's not wet

just wanted to say that

In The Clouds

And as we wonder

Through this thing

 Called life

Thinking

Figuring

Trying

I think it helps to have a bit

Of sunshine

Cause the

Thinking

Figuring

Trying

In the clouds

It's not working

For me

One of those days ...

There are times

When I don't get it

The meaning

The lesson to learn

Why things happen

What is the struggle for

Today is one of those days

Where you wonder

Why

I will continue on

I always do

It's just that I'm

Getting way to old

For this

In my life

I've had to give up

A lot

Let go of

A lot

Just let it be

Never mind

That didn't just happen

Only today

I think about

What could have been

What could be

I'm old

Today is not

What I thought it

Could be

I don't really

Want answers

I just want

Peace ...